mental notes: part one

10.22.35: i'm sleepy
10.22.38: took me 3 secs to write that

10.22.58: i'm bored too

10.23.22: looking out the window
10.23.28: bird
10.23.32: birds.plural.
10.23.40: faraway whistle
10.23.42: sky. blue.
10.23.48: um...typical blue?
10.23.50: can't describe

10.23.56: am i dizzy or is the sky moving
10.23.58: no, it's the clouds moving that make the sky look like it's moving

10.24.34: illusion? delusion?

10.24.59: writing his name in my arm
10.25.06: next to where he bit me last nite

10.25.16: i'm sooo gonna blog about last nite

10.25.39: rather confused
10.25.42: o o shit she saw me

10.26 to approx. 10.28 (?)
Her: can i see this piece of paper?
Me: what paper?
her: the page ur writing on.
me: i'm not writing nothing
her: give it to me, mr. taylor
me: no
her: i said -
me: no.
me: (weakly) please don't.

Knock on door. 10.30. Mr. Stewart enters classroom.

Mr Stewart: can i borrow mr Taylor for a few minutes?
her:(eyeballing me) of corse
me: (tearing page off notebook, scrunch it into ball, shove it down pocket) (eyeballing her back) (subtle grin)

Glance at watch. 10.33 approx. Follow mr. stewart down stairs. behind closed door. Abandoned storage room. Smells of mould. being pushed gainst wall. it's wet.

Mr Stewart kneels in front of me. Wrenches at zipper, jeans, underwear. Around my thighs, bundle of fabric cutting in skin. Get instantly hard in his mouth. Can't see the time. deepthroats me. hear him gag. sound of hunger. is this love? he slurps away. fuck his mouth. slobber down dick, balls, thighs. Cum very silently. Throat palpitating, i guess. Gluck-gluck-slurp. I chickle. Beard grazing thighs. can tell now.

Mr stewart's face withdrawing. Shiny with saliva and cum. Comes up. Feeds me my cum. Mouths dirty words in ear. Can't see the time.

I'm being tucked in. Stain of saliva on denim. Hope it's drool. This is crazy.

10.45: because r-r-r-ring.
10.45.13: come up stairs
10.45.23:need to find Julian
10.45.25: get high
10.47.57: this is crazy
10.47.59: this is so crazy

11.05.46: i think i'll skip rest of day